I wish I could go to sleep and wake up a few months from now like june. This situation has been dragging on for about a year now and Ive truely reached my threshold. What to do? Wheres the way out? Im not ungrateful. I know I am blessed. Just wish it would hurry up now and let me live the life that comes. I feel like in a transitionary period and its been going for a whole year. So tired, worried, stressed, depressed!! After December I need a vacation to a tropical paradise and just laughter and sunlight

:( Just feel so engulfed by sadness, misery and pain……..